I’ve been thinking a lot about this lately , I had a friend who was Atheist , and we agreed on most things about God . There wasn’t one . But I don’t have that friend anymore , so I turn to the internet.
But lately , everyone’s been trying to change my mind , and one of them mentioned Heaven , and how they’d be sad to not see me there . That doesn’t make any sense . Sad? In heaven ? Heaven’s suppose to be the perfect place , there is no sadness . I thought some more . Everyone’s description of perfect is different . I’m not even sure what my perfect heaven would be.. I don’t want to live anywhere that’s ” Perfect ” .. The idea just seems boring to me .. What happens in a perfect place ? What do you do in a perfect place ? Go bowling ? Oh look , all strikes- a perfect game. That was fun , huh ? No point in playing a game when you’ve got everything unlocked , the highest score possible , etc .. Every played Sims with cheat codes ? Pretty boring huh ? That’s how I’d feel like Heaven would be.. You’ve got everything you ever wanted , so now what ? I could have explained what I meant there better , but I feel like you got it .
What if you went to heaven , and you didn’t know anyone there ? No one in your family, no one from your school , your job , none of your friends .. You were in paradise , with a bunch of strangers , while your loved ones suffered for the rest of eternity . Everyone you ever cared for , or about , burning . How could you be happy in heaven , knowing your brother or best friend or even wife/husband is in constant pain and agony ? How could you be happy ? Would you rather be in hell with them suffering ? Or by yourself in paradise .. Have you ever been on vacation , and felt really bad about something back home ? And it bothers you the whole time you’re suppose to be having fun and relaxing ? That’s exactly how heaven could be for you . I for one , would rather be forced to have my fingers and toes slowly cut off for the rest of time-with my best friend , my mom , my dad , my brother, my family - than to be all alone in heaven .